Sunday, September 2, 2007

Difficult Return

Sorry for being gone all day, reader, but is hard to come back on here.

The constant drumbeat of propaganda mixed with a soon to be unleashed attack on Iran, and the impending declaration of martial law have unnerved me.

Plus, I saw Scott Ritter on C-Span's book TV this afternoon, and he scolded the American public.

We have failed as citizens, and despite the rising power of the net, mass media is still powerful. Said reaches and anesthetizes so many Americans, and he is right.

He has no faith in the Congress (like me), and told the story of how guys he watches football with no so much of the stats -- because THEY CARE!

He noted how the American public DOES NOT CARE about real news, etc, and I agree because I know so many people like this.

We are done as a country, because all you can really talk about is sports and sex these days. No one wants to talk about important things.

I say this not as some type of agent or defeatist.

I say this as a person whose soul is truly being shattered by what is occurring in this nation -- the United States of America -- that I call home.

I warned about Iraq five years ago, and had to live with that, and more.

The thing has turned out worse than even I imagined.

Now, five years later, the American public seems to have learned nothing, the press is even worse, and the madmen in Washington are going to carry out their insane agenda.

I come on here with such hurt and bitterness, I don't know what to do. I just know that soon this world will truly be a place not worth living in.

Having fought so hard to prevent that, having given up my life the last year to post blog, having seen the TOTAL APATHY of my fellow citizens, leaves me filled with such dread and trepidation for the immediate future.

With the pieces in place, the assault on Iran is near.

Normally, I would ask God to forgive us -- the American people -- for what is about to occur, but not tonight.

The shame, hurt, and bitterness I feel leaves me feeling that AmeriKa will be getting what it deserves.

You didn't care and didn't want to listen, AmeriKa, so DAMN YOU!!

Damn you all to HELL!!!!!